Every man for his own.

If it has a lot of obligations,is situational, has a lot of expectations and depends on the mood then out of everything be sure of one thing, it wont last for long. You may enjoy it now, be immersed in it and dive in in with what all u v got bt there ll b a time when u ll realize that it ws not worth it.
All the promises, the commitments no matter how honest with them, share it with a wrong person n u ll land deeper in the pit.(donn worry, everyone will fall in it eventually).
  Its totally on u to decide(u ll have to anyway) as to what seed u want to sprout in your life. One full of insecurities,doubts,lack of faith, vch gvs u even more demons to fight with or a seed which ll take you somewhere else along with itself whr u can actually b at home n d foremost where u hv lesser n lesser demons to fight. i can just imagine bt im sure there ll b a time when dr r no demons left to fight cos without u knowing u transformed.